Shiz u so missed out on some sweet stuff

Because of my recent lack of blog, you have totally missed out on some totally effin awesome stuff. For one i crashed my car - got it somewhat fixed - and now it broke down again. For two I finally saw Hot Rod starring andy samberg, and god dang was that the funniest movie ever. I fixed my home computer, so now i have my home computer which is semi sweet, and my totally not sweet laptop! Which works and all but when i turn 53 im so buying a new one. (that'll be the only chance i get) Becuase lately i've been living paycheck to paycheck. Because with like all the money i supposedly make, its still not enough, i get paid about half of what the adult father makes, id say, on average. Ive seen some crazy things these past months, done some crazy things, had some crazy ideas, SMELLED some crazy things, and last but not least, HEARD some crazy things.

Okay, so lets start with the crash of 07'.

The Crash of 07'
So it all started with thanksgiving. MMMM. I love thanksgiving, I love the food that you eat on thanksgiving, and what its all about - Turkey - and being thankful. I said grace at my grandpas - awesome - and im hoping to do in again on Christmas. My brother will be there this time, maybe he will here it and think man that was cool. Or just totally bypass it, which im guessing will happen. Anyways, so after dinner, I went to Mikeys or something and we did something or another, and then went shopping or something, who even remembers, then me and tom went shopping or something that part of the day is hard to remember, what i do remember though is sleeping in toms car while he waited in line at staples, because it was friggin cold. After the shopping extravaganza was complete, i drove home. It was cold then still, and in bedford it was beginning to snow. - the first time snow hit b-town this year. I was like awesome, this is going to be straight awesome!! So i went to work to get my check, o wait the door is locked, so i sat in my car and waited, and waited, and... fell asleep, when i awoke, people were there so i went in, and the dude that could give me my check was not there, dang. So I waited some more, and he showed up and gave me my check i cashed it then called Mike. Hudock. AKA Hudox, or hundredsox, or hairybox, that type of thing, anyways so i called him and decided we were gonna get some lunch at dennys in macedonia. - the snow hit hard and there was about 3 inches already on the streets, unplowed and slippery. I made it home, got my pocket pc - (i use that as my mp3 player) i then left, on my way to lunch at dennys when going down union st, i stepped on the gas, lost all control, and slid out drifting back and forth until i did a full 180 in an electric pole, which broke, but luckily did not fall. I hit my head hard, and my car too,. the door wasnt going to open anytime soon, and neither was my eyes, but i got them open and had to make sure the car still worked, so i went in reverse and pulled over the the parking lot, got out and noticed that i really just messed the crap out of my car. It sucked, i called hemphill and told him, he said to call him back after i call the cops, but they pulled in so i got out and talked to them. They said to get back in the car or they would shoot - just kidding - he said just get back in the car and stay warm, so i did. I then called hudock, and said dude - guess what - i dont think we are going to be able to meet for lunch - why he said - because i crashed my car, and at first he didnt believe me but it was true, and it sucked. I got out with the cop and looked at my car noting a few thiings wrong with my car, i began to cry, it sucked so effin bad, i mean my car was awesome, it was an oldsmobile, yes, but it was hot - at least to me, and it was fast and stuff, but now the side of my car was crumpled up like a piece of paper waiting to be shot into the trash can. Not noticing the giant bend on the back rim, i got in the car and drove it - (after the cop finished the report and let me go) all the way to hemphills, which is about 20 - 30 miles, we worked on it completely all day, andit was cool, we fixed it somewhat, for free, except some stuff was still messed up. But it doesnt matter - it now has seemed to have led to some crazy coolant leak that i just found yesterday that now makes my car undriveable until i fix it. Sucks because my car is like my backbone. Oh well i figure some things out. Thats the crash and everything that happened - ticket fine and new wheel barring - about $200 flat - if there was a sweet video of my spinning and drifting and 180'ing into a pole it would be ---------------priceless.
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So im guessing christmas is going to be semi-dry this year. We'll see. Hopefully not, we'll see. I hope a lot of people read this, If your reading this and like, i dont really know you, just a little, maybe who you are or maybe have messaged you once or twice on myspace, comment me, id like to know who reads this thing.
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So the crazy thoughts -
Crazy Thoughts
man have i had some crazy thoughts. And man am i still having them.... So theres like this friend i've got, whos totally got this like semi-crush on this one girl, but like doesnt really - you know - and like has got some ideas, we'll see how that works out for --him. I had some ideas too, you know, like visiting, chilling, and hanging out. What your not making any since bryan, yeah your right im not. So im gonna start making some. Im crazy, and like to blog once i start, theres so much to talk about except theres that one thing that i dont want to blog about. So
that ends crazy thoughts -
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lets just write about something not crazy - Random stuff-----
Random Stuff
Okay, so i like school, but i couldnt imagine dating any girl that goes to my school, i mean i have in the past but. that was so long ago. And i'm glad i have this feeling, it makes school so much easier, because i dont have to try hard to impress some random girl, who, probably smokes or does drugs. And if your reading this, and you probably arent (random girl who goes to my school and is reading my blog because you have nothing better to do and consider yourself a random girl who doesnt smoke or do drugs) but if you are, im just speaking statistically, you know like 80-90 percent of our school smokes or does drugs, and 80-90 percent of that percent is girls. Thats wierd. My school is effed up. And so am i. Yeah i so am, and i so know it. But like to tell you the truth i really want one of those hoodies that zipes all the way up and you can see out of, because i tried one on and it was comfortable and would totally keep you warm.
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I am just glad i got my home computer working again, because now i can run a couple games, but this thing is probably going to die eventually here, because the video card is going bad, and i totally dont have the money to get a new one. Its not like a necessity like my car, when this comp dies, it wont even be too much of a loss. i really wont even care. because i have my laptop, which isnt that good at all, but it totally works good for checking email! oh and blogging.

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So my Christmas wish list.
(that will never be fulfilled)

• A cat (jk)
• New computer
• Car working perfectly
• life time supply of poptarts
• a ... new car!
• ipod
• sweet*** zipup hoodie that zips all the way up the hood
• a case of Bawls energy drink
• a special edition of Hot Rod
• new wheels on the whip
• some new clothes
• an actual version of XP lol thats not totally ripped
• credit card gift cards
• neons
• amp and sub

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Thats that except for one more thing
Goto youtube and search for the following things if you want a laugh or 3
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1. Hot Rod Bad Acid Trip Scene
2. Hot Rod Too Legit To Quit
3. Unforgivable

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Thanks guys love you all, see you in 2008

-B

Awkward Weekend

To start things off right, I did not know that is how you spell awkward, I could have sworn it was akward. But I guess not.

I guess I shall start with Friday.

Friday.

So Friday was pretty cool I guess, no, I don't guess, I know, Friday was sweet. I woke up, showered, went to work.

            Got a raise.

Got off work, and went to Sigan's, (House) to finish fixing his computer.

            Finished.

Ditched out, and went on my way to Stow.

            Made it in 20 minutes.

Stopped at the thrift store.

            Got a sweet suit jacket.

Went to the football game and had a good time.

            Messed with some people, and then ditched out.

I was going to Sleep over Mikes (House), but instead slept over Tom's (House).

Thursday.

Woke up at Tom's with a dog jumping on my …. body.

            It was semi-annoying, but sleeping at Tom's was sweet.

We got up and ditched out to ¿Eat-N Park?

            Spent some money, seen the craziest shirt/skirt ever.

Then whipped back to Kyle's (House) and got my car, drove to Mikes (House).

            Washed cars

                Did a horrible job.

And then I went to Arabica where I began writing this blog.

Future

So lets think of whats going to happen today and then tomorrow? Maybe.

I know tonight we have CT, and someone awkward is teaching, I think it's going to be Terry. (Awkward as in not the usual). And then afterwards, we are going to try to go to the Indians game, but not really the Indians game, just at the field. Tom doubts we will get in because he says you need tickets, but I doubt it. Actually I don't really know, no one ever knows, and when I say that I don't evne know what im talking about. Weird? Yeah, that's me. But hey lets not get off topic. This parts exciting.

About to be the craziest night ever….

Guess what?

Were camping tonight.

AKA Putting up tents in someone's yard. Who? You ask?

Who knows. But a good idea would probably be to do that in the Yoerger's back yard, in that field.

Don't read on if you're not Elli Morsher.

Apology to Elli Morscher

Dude. Im sorry. You probably don't care, because I know how hard it is for you to accept apologies, we're a lot alike, but some of it doenst show. Im emotional, just as you are, and sensitive too, I know how it is, and im sorry. I'm serious I didn't mean to hurt your feelings or anything, I guess you could have called it jealous, which doesn't make too much sense, but that's just it. I don't make too much sense usually, and the way I think does not either. We were good friends at one point then all the sudden we weren't and you were back to the way you were back in the day. It sucks but hey, like I said, im sorry.

Sucks I couldn't goto the DMT, but I will one day!

Im ready for CT, actually, I cant wait!

Hopefully the Indians win tonight, that would be sweet.

What an unusual weekend, another weekend without the McCallums, another weekend without Smalls, damn that's minus Kyle Keith Dar Shawn Adi Anele Greg Jeff, and don't forget Conner, damn. Its cool though, ive got time now to hang out with Tom Smith, and Mike, and JD (Justin) and JD (Josh Dodd). But im basically on my own right now. Since everyones gone, im myself…………………………………

 

That's it for this one B****es

-^{THE NEW}
B

Short one.or not;;;;;;;;

Yeah I had like this crazy sweet idea for a blog, but I just dont feel motivated to get it done. It was gonna be amazingly sweet, with facts from the world and the bible and comparing and contrasting, and forseeing, and stuff that would blow your mind, but i just can get motivated. I know its sad. And a lot of things are, like the fact that im effing broke, like 200% broke. My temporary tag expired yesterday, i have like a few quarters, a half tank of gas, and i have a lot of things to pay for.
Its already the 8th, at least tomorrow it will be, and ive got the phone bill, and the license plate to pay for. WEDNESDAY!!! How will i survive til Wednesday? Ill put the situation in God's hands, and have faith, this will sure be a true test of my faith. He's got the power to help me pull through, and i believe that 100%. I'm still going to drive to school 2morrow, even with the expired plate, im gonna park so it cant be seen from the street.
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I started writing this thinking it was gonna be short, but no i feel like writing write now.
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This weekend was semi-cool, didnt seem to me as cool as the usual, but it was god enough. I was able to get Destiny to come to WoRd, which was sweet, and the McCallums -Kyle were in Michigan, so i had to find somewere else to stay (Mikes). Jeff was in columbus, and Anele and her family were gone too, I have no idea where they were. Its weird how just one weekend can make you realize how much you become attatched to the people you love. I felt sad, not being able to see Keith and Dar, Sean, Jeff, and Anele. Whenever even one of my closer brothers or sisters is gone i feel this way. I kinda felt this when like I realized Anele wasnt in JHQ anymore, it was a sad day, I'd say were pretty good friends, and I enjoyed being able to hang out and chat a little, but damn i felt that one. This weekend though, was like 3x that.
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On the other hand though, I got to open up a little with Destiny, and the she opened up a tiny little bit with me, which was cool, and I was able to finally talk to Lindsey about everything that happened in the past and clear up all the confusion. I still want to talk to her about that stuff though, because it felt good finally getting that off my shoulders.
And for all you people out there who are really really crazy and want to know stuff about me, Destiny is a friend, not a girlfriend, shes really awesome, and we have similar backgrounds almost, its really cool talking to someone like that, we're not dating, and we're not even thinking about dating, at least im not, I guess if she reads this i'll find out what she was thinking. I just want all you guys to know that because, im sure some of you thought thats the way it is, and its not.
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I cant wait until thursday, I'm pretty sure its another class so everyone will be there, (all the people im missing right now, like keith, jeff, and anele) Is JHQ this Friday or.. no? We will see i guess!

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I have descipleship this wednesday, minus barker, i dont think hes in it anymore, but it will be back to the old way, which let me add i liked better, just because i could talk to joe more, and what not.

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I feel really sad right now. Like really, i do. And someone like me, who doesnt feel emotions (kidding) -doesnt show emotions a lot, I feel really sad, I really hate bedford, a lot, so much I could cry right now just thinking about how much i HATE bedford, its sucks, I'm the only person down here, im so alone, and I've got no one to talk to face to face. Its horrible, i dont know how much i can stand, I just want school to be over and goto college, i feel lonely these 2 days im away from everybody, I wish i lived with a brother (in christ) that I could talk to when i needed guidance, or give guidance too when they needed it, or pray with, or read the bible with, or a family, that would keep me motivated, make me want to do some reading, or my homework, i mean i do my homework, but never do I do it at times that I should, i mean look at me i waisted an hour writing this worthless blog, thats probably going to be read by like 2 people. I just used the word worthless, just thinking about that word, i feel worthless my self, gosh i sound depressed, im really not, im just sad and Ive got no one to talk to , Bedford sucks so badly right now its not even funny. A person like me you wouldnt picture crying, but i am, everyones gotta do it sometime, it feels good.

To my brothers and sister in christ who read this - my phone is always on, i enjoy speaking with each and every one of you, and if you could, take the time out of ur life(around 9 pm) to just give me a call on mondays and tuesdays, the days that i dont see any of my b&s's.

I dont mind being woken up either, i goto sleep around 10:45, but if you wanna call me at 12 go ahead, i dont mind, anything is fine with me.

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And i dont mean to sound depressed, and im really not, i just hate being away from the body, especially when i miss out on seing Keith and Dar, like man it hits me hard, i dont know if they know how much i love them, but i do a lot. So much its unexplainable

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On and ending note, ive got a mission from the lord, and its to save bedford, not completely, thats impossible, but to get some of the people from here saved and walking with the lord, its hard to find just one christian in bedford. And thats my mission, thats why i put up with this sh*t.

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-B

First week of school, camping. New Car.

School, fool.

Well school started with a bang, I had a lot of homework already, and guess what, I'm lovin' it! Really, I am. No joke, I mean it could be hard to start, just like anything, but doing it I really don't mind. I have two bets with people that my GPA will be higher than theirs this quarter. One of them for twenty bucks, one of them for five. That's motivation haha. As crazy as this school year is going to be, like with Spanish and Cisco, I think its going to be awesome. We will see, but other than being awesome, I am gonna have to give a lot of myself to be awesome too. I never realized how many things I have to be grateful for until last night. Like school, so many people hate it, but what they don't realize is, without school, you would be such an idiot. You wouldn't know how to talk that good, you wouldn't know how to read, you wouldn't know any math, you would be really stupid. By the time your like 20 you would have the same brain capacity as a kindergartener, with less information stored in your brain. I'm ready to go back tomorrow, ready to learn. I really want to learn some Spanish, I'm excited about that. I really hope my science teacher is a good one, she's old and slow, and doesn't touch technology, it's all chalk board, but hopefully I learn some things and can get an A. That goes for all classes, hopefully I get an A. Picture day is coming up, and later on is like homecoming and prom. Who knows if I'll go, I'm guessing no, but maybe something will come up and I will. If I do go it wont be Bedford's homecoming or prom, it would be stows, because I would never go to bedford's.

 

Camping and cramping.

Camping, was amazing. Had some good hang out time with the word people, did some fun stuff, and slept. I'd have to say probably 80 percent of the trip we all just chilled out, and chatted. I wanted to play basketball, never happened, I wanted to play baseball, never happened. Oh well. I burnt my hat! Threw it in the fire. I realized it was just another material object that I was clinging to, that I could do away with easily. The chance came, and I took it. As for friendships, I think they all increased on many levels I would say. Like with elli, and anele. I felt almost like I grew up a little this camping trip, which may sound weird, but I don't mean physically, I mean mentally. Keith's teaching had me thinking about being grateful. Like theres so much I don't realize. So many relationships and so much guidance and what not that I just don't think about, or thank for receiving, or even thank God for. He provides me with so much through all my brothers and sisters in Christ, that I don't even think about. I have a laptop, a bed, an alarm clock, paper, pencils, shoes, underwear, a haircut. So many things seem like I deserve them, but I don't. Like im sure you feel you deserve to have your underwear at least, but theres people out there that cant enjoy such a luxury. And its always compaired to people in third world countries, but theirs people in America that are starving, freeballing, unshowered, and lack the ability to read. Why? Because this world is messed up big time and is in control of the evil one. Now I see the world differently. I feel different. Burning my hat at camping was a symbol, a symbol of me breaking out of my shell. From now on I am going to be grateful for many things, accepting what is given to me and loving thoughs who give. While also loving thoughs who don't, those who cant, those who are poor, feeling sorrow for them, praying for them, and showing them the love of God.

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Back to camping, ha ha. So the beach was fun, but gross. Lake Erie is awesomely gross. I slept in Mikes tent for two nights and last night I slept on a picnic table by the fire. Then woke up really early and went back to sleep in a chair, very uncomfortable like. Woke up and ached in every way possible, made a mistake, just like I do every year lol. Sleeping by the fire was way more awesome when Krause would do it with me. Man, that hit me when I thought about how me and Krause used to have so much fun at camping. Like we used to play this one game, where we would just stand there, long story short I miss the dude. I saw him today on the way home, we passed his house and he was walking towards his car I think.

What else happened at camping? Lots of capture the flag, lots of fun, a pot luck, we got away from our normal everyday-ness… and got some ice cream, went to a light house, dance party, and burnt a bunch of stuff the last night, in the fire, like chips and wood of course, doughnuts, watermelon, pencils (sorry shelly), and a skunk. No not a skunk, but we saw one lol.

 

Car

So I bought a car. Without any guidance, without telling anyone I was going to, no insurance, and that made me sad. I think the car is sweet, but now a bunch of people are really mad at me, I probably should have asked for guidance, but I just wasn't thinking. I heard "I've got a car for you dude" and that's all I could think about. This was one of the biggest impulse buys I have ever fell into, and one of the craziest unguided decisions ive ever made. I hope it works out, im pretty sure it will, I have a couple of things I could do money wise to get things going. I'm hoping to get insurance this week, and the title in my name. Im pretty sure it will all be done this week, and I'll be driving it this weekend im sure, at least I hope haha. With my work schedule, its tough to get things done. But im determined. My cars at mikes house for now, I'm not gonna drive it until I get insurance. Then I'll get an oil change.

Man am I mad at myself for doing this. I hope I can keep my mind set in the lord, so I don't make obviousely insane decisions. I made one like this before where my mind was set on something other than the lord. Man, God, I pray you help me keep my mind in the right place.

I don't know what else to talk about.

-B

p.s. : are u staring, at my lips? Haha ; )

The Last Night of Freedom!

This is it.

 

Its allll over.

 

Vacation, stayin' up late on weekdays,

 

All of it.

 

Could be depressing.

 

But, you know, school is very important, to me, my life, my future. And me starting to look forward to it, has me ready. Ready to do work, listen, go to sleep early so I'm ready during the day. Last year I made my bed time 11 usually, this year I'm going to try to be asleep by then, hopefully. Homework is pretty important, and not doing it, can really mess you up. Paying attention is a key to learning. And when sleep is not put to use wisely, it can be an invalid tool. Then people turn to coffee or energy drink, anything with caffeine. And the thing about caffeine is, it will speed you up, but later it drops you, probably around 6^th period or earlier. When well rested you can really get a good day of paying attention and learning. Later on homework brings out what you learned and applies it. When you work with what you learned earlier again by yourself later, it tends to sink in. Now don't get me wrong, it is not all required, but its very wise information, that you should use…..wisely.

 

Ha Ha.

 

Anyways other than school coming up lets think about the past.

What a crazy summer, I've done some crazy things, some crazy things have happened, some of them to me. I've seen some people come, I've watched them go. It has been a long, long summer. And even with its length, it now seems so short. Looking at what is to come this year is a wild, but very intriguing adventure. One adventure I'm ready to go on. What has happened. Hmm. Lets see. – not in order

• Xenos Summer Institute
  
• Vacation to Tennessee
  
• Cedar Point
  
• Some personal things
  
• License
  
• Taught WoRd Home Church
  
• Worked Full Time
  
• Some parties
  
• Drove the Hummer a lot
  
• Made some friends
  
• Lost some friends
  
• Saw some good movies
  
• Fell in Love
  
• Got a flat tire and fixed it
  
• MANY MANY OTHER THINGS
  

So that's a list, huh.

This year I've decided to look like a pro. Everyday.

That's how its going to be.

 

I've learned to love a lot more music over the summer. But not food. The food I hated b4 summer. I still hate. I'm picky. I know I'm picky, and I doubt that will change. I may learn to like some foods in the future, but we'll see.

 

I still cant wait til' I get an effin car.

Its going to be so sweet.

I hope its soon.

-The New "not free" B

 

“More? You want to know more? Okay then read on…”

Alright, so this is it-

 

Ive been workin on this teaching

Not the equivelant of a preaching

Way different

Way cooler

It takes a lot of time

And u don't even need to rhyme

But when its all over

Ull feel like a dover

That just ran 3 miles

Took 4 piles

So I tried

Almost cried

Sighed

Fell asleep

With a wheep

NOW IS THAT DEEP?

Well anyway ill explain that, basically I worked my butt off to get my teachin done and ready and what not (for Bible study)(home church) and then I taught (with Joe) and I was already tired and then teaching whooped my butt, so I was pooped like a mother, didn't swim with everyone else, just chilled, and afterwards walked back to kyles, madly, cuz I hate wakin up at 5:30 to get a ride home, but its what I gotta do, and its what I did, and I was pissed that I had to, but I slept good, and I fell good today so its okay. Keith told me to read some Bible b4 I went to sleep so I did, and I think it was a good idea.

 

Okay so what else, o yeah im at work today, its Friday, im bored, listening to music, I swear man if I didn't have the music this would suck right now, but im good, so yeah, im learning (If you know nothing about web design or stuff like that just go ahead and skip to the next paragraph cuz u wont care about this) how to use CSS, its awesome, its all code and what not and you can do some awesome stuff u cant do with plain HTML, like I coded this – b.neotalk.org/page.html – which I think is sweet, oh also, let me add if u want a website to look awesome ur probably gonna wanna know how to use photoshop, and you don't have to be as good as me, I guess u could use paint too, it'll suck though. But like im amazing with photoshop, can do anything I want, without it I feel limited, but uhm, every time I use it, I learn something new, that application is amazingly huge, ive been using it for 3 years and new versions came out and its easy to move on to the next version, but they add so much every time its amazing. Like with windows also I don't even have vista yet, and ive had XP for a long time now and know it like the back of my mind, at least I think so, theres a lot in windows I don't know about that's so crazy to! But you know what I just noticed explaining this! Oh my God this is a genius point im about to make. Ive used these programs for so long and they haven't got old because ive found new things to them over the time ive spent using them, but eventually when I do know every thing about them, it will get old. But you see what I noticed is in heaven we will be able to hang with God, who is infinite and knows everything, and we can learn something new about him any time we want and since he is infinite, itll never get old. And since windows, and photoshop aren't infinite they will get old sometime, like video games, movies, music and everything else in this world. Oh man

 

Okay I take that back if you skipped that paragraph, go back and read it, I made a good point.

 

Last weekend b4 school starts. Awesome. If I was any other teen right now, I'd be complaining, but no im glad, really I am. Ive had a good summer, and im ready to go if u know, what I mean yo.

That's it for this one.

 

-B

 

 

(Read Slowly for Drama)

Well.

 

Summer is coming to an end.

 

Its been a long time.

 

Schools coming.

 

Some friendships have strengthened.

 

Some have become dust.

In the wind.

 

That's a funny thing about relationships, especially ones gained in school, yeah I made some friends last year, and lost some too, but the ones I did make, weren't strong enough to go on into summer. Only one. My dude Carlell. He's a good brother. (And for the un-Christian reader I'm referring to a brother in Christ) I hope this Thursday he comes to home church. I'm teaching, but more on that later. All my friends in stow-munroe-cuyahoga falls, are all cool people and I love them all, well most of them, no im just kidding, your all my friends, and hopefully that will stay that way forever. For most of you it will be that way for eternity. So, for everyone else who hasn't gained a relationship with me, Im a cool dude, get to know me , and my heart, and you'll see through my jokes.
I can be hard to take, I mean with all the joking I do and what not, but yeah like im also not that good at opening up or starting the first conversation, or whatever, there's a word for that but I cant remember. Anyways that's just me rambling on.

 

I've been feeling different lately. A little different. I don't know what it is, well I guess I do, its God. I've been with God for awhile now, and still he continues to change me. Not only me, but like I said earlier – my heart – I feel now more than ever feelings ive never really felt before. I read things now that should be happy or joyous, except I tear. I watch things, the media, I tear up, and I don't know why. I've never really felt this way before. Its weird I guess.

I still act the same way I have for awhile, but I feel a change coming on almost. Its wild. And crazy.

Im teaching Thursday, with Joe, its gonna be sweet, I would tell you about it, but that would ruin the whole thing!!!!

I don't really know what to say. I do know one thing though.

Im not perfect, no one is, we all make mistakes, say things we always shouldn't say, do things we shouldn't always do, and well, you should be sorry, so should I, its just the way it is. If I have hurt you, and im talking to everybody in the world, and theres not many I have hurt but if I have im sorry, I give a lot of people a hard time, and its hard for me to not, but im sorry. But also a lot of people give me a hard time, and its cool, I take things like that easily but hey if its ur fault, realize it u know.

But whatever, I think I mentioned schools approaching at a rapid pace, and I really cant wait, I want school to come, I like it, better than work, if I could get paid to go to school I would so do that in am million years, because as hard as school can be, its not as repetitive and hard as work, you wouldn't think that.

Just thinking about it, makes me smile, because I know this is gonna be a year of greatness for me and for school, I really cant wait.

And I cant think of anything to say so that's it.

Im out.

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Xenos Summer Institute _LIVE_BLOG_

Im writing from the summer institute. Joe has challenged me to a blog-off. SO ITS ON!

 

Anyways the summer institute is pretty sweet so far, im really enjoying it. Ive been really tired today though and thinks don't seem to be sinking in that well. Im gonna go ahead and pray about it right here right now and document what I say to the lord so you know, you – meaning all the people that waist time reading my pointless blogs

 

Lord I just pray that you can help me really pay attention today and gain some knowledge and really just fill up on the spirit so that we can apply you and your principles and word to our everyday life and things we forget to. I know I forget to apply you to things and at times can be selfish and rude and careless of others feelings and what not and I just pray you can help me with all that jazz, cuz that's pretty serious. Oh God please just help me stay awake and give me the energy to listen to the things the teachers will be praying tonight and tomorrow. I thank you for this conference because its very useful and not only gets me close to you but to my brothers and sisters in Christ. I cant wait for tonight's teachings, because the small ones in between are good, but the beginning and end ones are super good usually. And also lord I just thankyou for my job and the fact im able to feed myself and not worry about food or friends or anything because I have you lord and I just thankyou for our relationship and everything you have given me .past.present. and future!!!!!!!

AMEN

 

So hopefully now I will be able to pay attention to the teachings and get convicted and edified by your word and the teachings that are ahead of me.

Oh I bought some books today at the book sale, 4 actually, 1 wasn't on sale but I had to get it, ive been wanting to read it.-Spiritual Relationships That Last, by Gary DeLashmutt I think and Dennis McCallum, it looks good and I was told it was good so that'll be sweet.

Ive postponed my reading of the NT to read the books I bought. And I pray to God that I can not get bored with them, because that happens a lot.

So anyways I cant wait for these teachings another blog will follow this one in the future, I gotta go now though so ill talk later on subjects unheard by man-out of my mouth.or brain.or whatever

 

IM OUT!

End of week fun.

PROMOTION

So I got promoted. Isn't that exciting? Not only am I going to be making newsletters now, but DESIGNING WEBPAGES! I can't wait! Oh and a dollar raise- which is pretty sweet. I can't wait to start doing websites, that's what I've wanted to do since the beginning. God is good! He sure does provide for me just about everything. Food, job, computer, probably a car soon here we'll see. As long as it's in his will it shall be done!

HC

Ohhh home church was pretty sweet. Jake had a pretty sweet teaching about the battle for Grace. Which he talked about the Antioch Controversy, which I learned was like the biggest controversy ever for God. Oh and I thought it was cool how God proved him self to Paul when he was a legalist which made him follow the lord, that was pretty cool. Afterwards we played soccer, which was pretty fun, my time won this time, and it was all raining. Anyways afterwards we went to the Morscher's pool and swam for like a half an hour.

LICENSE

Oh man I got my license now I'm going to be driving all the time!!! I can't wait! Tomorrow, after work I'm going to go drive around for awhile to just, you know have some driving time, because driving is fun. I beat Dodd in the race, he's older than me and we were having a race to see who would get there license first. And I won. I'm excited about that!

SOCCER/SWIMMING

Saturday morning we played soccer, which was random but cool, Neil called at like 11 and told me we were going to play at 12:30, at noon-ish Dodd came over and I changed then we went to the field. We had a pretty good time, played for like 3 hours. Neil totally dominated Mikey, kicked him right in the back, mike flew like 4 feet in the air; It was crazy, but sweet at the same time. Pretty soon after that we went to Morscher's pool again and swam for like an hour. Then we went back to Kyle's and I changed then it was time for CT…

CT/WORD - CTF

CT was sweet, Greg taught instead of Keith since Keith is somewhere crazy, he will be back for XSI though, actually I think he is going to be back 2morrrow. After CT we had our word activity, actually it was an OFF-WORD activity, meaning the adults have their home church that time while we plan the event. We had a pretty good time playing CTF Lyndsey was there, she's been on vacation for like ever so it was pretty cool to see her again, and Courtney, who used to come so long ago was there, that was cool too. Capture the flag was probably more fun for some of the other people, because I was in Jail with like Mike Josh and Lyndsey like the whole time. The reason I was in jail was because the coast was clear when I made a run for it, I mean Anele was the only one there to tag me, and she just got Lyndsey after chasing her, so I thought she would be like tired, but nope she had a random boost of speed and tagged me. Pretty soon after that we decided to get a drink break, and afterwards play Zombies which didn't last too long, and after that we went back to Kyle's. Just about everyone showed up but like after 5-6 minutes they all left. A pretty fun night indeed.

CAR

I'm really trying to get a car, it would be sweet to get one for free, but I doubt it will happen, I'm thinking I'm going to have to buy one, but we will see!

END THOUGHTS

Well, I'm going to go to the movies pretty soon, we're going to see Live Free or Die Hard. Which I heard was pretty sweet.

P.S.

The first half of Lake Black is now available on YouTube

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ugiGlHeByKE

The Second Half will be up soon, check my videos, or the right video bar thing to see if its there by the time u read this!

Sweetest Day EVER! (Sarcasm)

I wouldnt say today was the worst day ever, because it really wasnt, but it was pretty crazy, and when i say today was crazy, and its only 1 o clock, that means something crazy probably happeneded earlier today, right?
Yeah so anyway ill let you know///

The RIDE Home this morning
Well It sure was a ride. And usually when i get a ride home in the morning its like a smooth ride home in a car with a friend. This time its a ride home solo. Just me. And the open PATH. And a bike. Kyles bike that is. The ride home was from STOW. I rode my bike to work at 7. Thats when I left passed my house at 9 got to work at 9:15. That sure was a blast. Actually it went by faster than i expected and it was actually a record time. Used to take me 3 hours, this time only 2. I didnt even have like my MP3 player or anything, just a long ride on the path. I took a water and a gatorade, drank them - keeping enough for the whole trip. Wasnt actually that bad, except i feel horrible now that I'm at work. Oh well, oh wait forgot to tell you, the seat on that bike was hilariousely uncomfortable, sucked badly, and i still feel the pain.
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On the other hand.
Remember when like I was talking about that dude Tom i would go to lunch with? The dude that i would always go to quiznos with. Well. He got fired. So far the dude i was about to invite to church got fired, and the christian buddy i was working with dissapeared. Damn. He is going to be checking his e-mail so im gonna shoot him over an email invitation and directions.

So yeah. thats it for this one i gotta get back to work.

Beginning of Week (Monday, Tuesday) July 9-10

So much stuff its hard to even start typing-

I love blogging, even though it doesn't seem like it, since of course it's a rare thing for me to do, but its fun.

All my thoughts, on life people and what's going on outside, and in my head.

Do you want to know me?

 

The answer to that question is yes. You do.

If not you wouldn't be reading this. Am I right?

 

Yes.

 

Anyways let's get started with this week so far –

Starting with Monday.

Monday started with a blurred vision and tired eyes. I had planned to wake up at 5:35 because Terry was going to take me back to Bedford at 45 after, but I guess my alarm didn't go off for some reason. Very odd it was, indeed. And I woke to my name being called, I was sleeping with my head under the blanket so the person calling my name couldn't actually tell it was me. I moved the blanket down, and man it was bright I tried to see who it was, it looked like Keith, I became confused and had no idea what was going on, then a loud BRYAN and my eyes opened completely. It was friggin' Terry, I don't know what the deal was with my alarm I swear I set it, and I know for a fact this time it wasn't for PM. Whatever - I got home eventually, and usually I go right to sleep, but instead I brushed my teeth (which was a stupid idea, cuz right after I realized I needed to eat) so then I ate, and re-brushed my teeth, realizing I was tired – passed out. I didn't have a ride to work so I went to CVS grabbed a Vitamin Water and walked to work. That day I went to lunch with my coworker Tom, since we missed our usual Friday. He's not doing so well lately, I hope he doesn't get fired, that would suck. Seems like everyone I start being cool with gets fired. First my dude Corey, he was a Christian, and we were about start teaching each other stuff but he got fired, he was going to teach me how to teach a tech class but get gods word in somehow and I was going to teach him Photoshop. But he vanished and that sucked, hopefully the same thing doesn't happen to tom. Okay, so after work Monday I sat in my chair at my desk (at home) and slipped into a weird-ass trance thing. I started day-dreaming and sat there for like 3 hours just thinking, actually no maybe 2 ½, and it hit me – MAN I should go on eBay and buy some stuff. I needed a VGA to RCA cable so I got that, and then I couldn't help myself from buying a sword. So I did. I can't believe, but I DID. I bought a F***ing SWORD!! I can't wait, I always wanted a sword. My things I've always wanted to do list is starting to get short, at this time I can't really think of anything left. One was break a cell phone in half, did it. One was buy a sword, did it. One was something else, won't mention it though. And I can't think of too much else actually. So after that I drove around B-Town for an Hour. And then called it a night////Oh wait, forgot to mention I showered this night-Yep Yep

Tuesday (Today)

Today started about 100x better than yesterday. I woke up, stretched out, walked slowly to the kitchen got some pop-tarts and some milk and took 'em back to my room. Ate. Ironed my shirt and pants. Oh don't let me get started on how much I hate wrinkles and how much I hate ironing my clothes. Let me add I burnt my friggin' self on my knee with that friggin' thing. I just wish clothes didn't get wrinkled. When I get a car I'm totally taking my clothes to the dry cleaner. I hate---im done talking about wrinkles – they suck. But after successfully ironing my clothes I went to CVS and got 2 money orders, one for the sword and one for the cable I talked about earlier. I then got picked up and went to work where I made the envelopes and sent the money orders that-(this) morning. That actually seems like a long time ago, I guess it was-9 in the morning, but oh well. So work was pretty fine until lunch time. My boss and one of my coworkers got food poisoning from the food they ordered and they were all sick all day, puking and what not. At the end of the day I took my boss home, and then my boss's husband took me home. Okay and when I got home, I went online, checked my email, turned some music on and passed out (layed down and took a nap) I woke up and my parents were home and already sleeping (8:30) and I really had to pee, like really bad. So I did. Checked my email again, talked to a couple of people then I drove to Macedonia, went to taco bell, and then home after all the driving I did I put gas in, and drove home – passed Greg Mulkey. When I got home (9:40-ish?), I got really hot for some reason and took all my clothes off, actually not all my clothes just my pants and dress shirt and socks, and put some shorts on. And that was about it. Oh forgot to mention I called smalls and chatted with him on vacation, then I called Joe, talked to him, today was his birthday, then LeJon called, and he told me he got a scholarship to ITT Tech in arts of something or something and that was cool haven't talked to him in forever(Since School). Started blogging not too long after that.

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Future Speak –

2morrows Prayer group, which I have to say for, maybe the second time on here, is always sweet. I notice so many answered prayers on the days following prayer group it's amazing and just gets me excited. I've been so busy lately and unable to find time to read my Bible, by the way I'm reading the whole New Testament, I finally got into John today, actually last night but not too long last night cuz I was so tired, and I'm going to try to finish it tonight, if not 2morrow. Thursday is going to be Home Church, where I hope we either swim or hang out. We'll see.

I kind of want a massage, my back is aching lately and it's getting annoying.

I Think 1000+ Words is enough for this one so I better stop now.

Work-and a bunch of other stuff

Man my jobs so sweet, but I sure don't feel like working today, I'm tired, i woke up late. I think its almost time to leave for me today. I'm think 2:40 ish -sounds good.

I hate Fridays, people act like they hate Mondays, but man do i hate Fridays, theres like nothing to do, because I've finished everything, i mean theres something, but Friday I'm tired and i just wanna save my energy so i can party or whatever later on today. Sitting at a desk where theres no window near gets tiring also, so i occasionally get up and look out the window or drink an energy drink.

Oh guess what today for lunch i walked over to target, my usual coworker that i go to lunch with-Tom-wasn't here today, so i went to Target and got a pretzel, then i went to game stop and bought starcraft again FOR ONLY 7 bucks - the whole set!!!! And one of those cool skins for my gamecube. I'm glad the weeks over. I have JHQ cell today, for those readers out there that don't know what that is, its the kids under CHILL, (which is jr high kids) cell group, and for those who don't know what a cell group is its a bible study, named cell -meaning a cell of the body of Christ. What a catchy name right?RIGHT. No but that's gonna be Sweet, and maybe afterwards ill hang out with Joe because we haven't had discipleship in weeks.-Which was my fault-I'm not gonna speak about that u can ask me if u wanna know. But uh anyways 2morrow is the Akron aeroes game which is gonna be sweet, just about everyone is gonna be there, a couple of the dudes are doing body paint, we'll see how that goes, u bet ur hiney u can count me out on that one!

Anyways - Sunday I'm not quite sure what I'm doing, something usually comes up and i don't find a ride home and blah blah blah. That's the usual at least, some times i just laze-out(be lazy) and just chill all day. But this coming week looks promising- we got prayer meeting and home church - cant wait its gonna be sweet. Also after that week is the week of XSI!!!
XSI for those people that don't know - is Xenos Christian Fellowship in Columbus' Xenos Summer Institute. Its always amazing and such a blast i can hardly wait, I'm sitting here getting all excited just thinking about it!

Today's gonna be sweet later, that's all i gotta think about to feel happy again and not drowsy and bored like i was when i started blogging today. My parents are out of town, so i was able TO KEEP MY DIALUP PLUGGED IN ALL NIGHT!

And on top of that I SHOWERED WITH THE BATHROOM DOOR OPEN! Isn't that crazy?
I know it is. But freedoms freedom man.

Anyways I'm writing this since 2 so maybe i could write all the way to 2 40.

Hey Carlell is coming in at 3 today looks like I'm gonna miss him today. Oh well. Ill see him another day.

Works gonna be funner pretty soon here since the guy that's always nagging me - Ron is leaving. He is cool though but sometimes he gets on my nerves, and I'm sure i get on his too, and I'm sure when hes on my nerves he knows but u know what that's the way people are in the working world, i will probably never get away from that. Except the dude that's taking over is way cooler and nicer- He plays friggin starcraft! Lori told me hes a born again but I haven't talked with him about it yet. The one dude that used to work here was a christian that i talked to about it and he was cool, but one day he was gone and i never heard anything about him ever again!

So uh i think this school year is definitely my year man, i can feel it, i said something similar about last year, and it went better than the previous, plus I've been through plenty of changes, and i need to work hard to get scholarships so i can afford college, because i know that's gonna be a toughy.

Another toughy is the fact that i need a friggin car - badly, its getting annoying that i don't have one. I scheduled my test again for my license had to reschedule this time because my dad wasnt available for the time i scheduled for, my fault though since i didn't tell him until the day it was.

Anyways when i get home I'm going to do the following

• Clean up
• Shower
• Call people
• And finish Reading JOHN
• Then Neil will get me!-(And ill be on my way)

O yeah, i forgot to mention how good cell went yesterday it was pretty fun, plus i think Josh is seconds from being saved! He said hes gonna give it a try !!!!!!!! And prayer meeting was sweet too, it always is!!

Mike man if u read this dude, cheer up!

Thats it fro this one, its time for me to hit it!

Prayer Meeting, then Cell

Guys. Seriously though. The prayer meeting was sweet. We prayed about many things including the Cedar Point trip, cars, jobs, licenses, God and many things!

Joes going to teach tonight. Its going to be sweet, because afterwards we are going to play some Wii, then go swimming. Plus – yeah plus that's right I said it, PLUS- we are combining with the other dude cell. It's going to be pretty fun. The teaching is going to start soon – Like I said earlier Joes teaching, he's like one of my best buds, and a very good teacher. Everybody is playing Wii, and I'm sitting here blogging. This is going to be a wimpy one since its my first one on this site. But yeah that's it for now. More to come in the future.