The Last Night of Freedom!

This is it.

 

Its allll over.

 

Vacation, stayin' up late on weekdays,

 

All of it.

 

Could be depressing.

 

But, you know, school is very important, to me, my life, my future. And me starting to look forward to it, has me ready. Ready to do work, listen, go to sleep early so I'm ready during the day. Last year I made my bed time 11 usually, this year I'm going to try to be asleep by then, hopefully. Homework is pretty important, and not doing it, can really mess you up. Paying attention is a key to learning. And when sleep is not put to use wisely, it can be an invalid tool. Then people turn to coffee or energy drink, anything with caffeine. And the thing about caffeine is, it will speed you up, but later it drops you, probably around 6^th period or earlier. When well rested you can really get a good day of paying attention and learning. Later on homework brings out what you learned and applies it. When you work with what you learned earlier again by yourself later, it tends to sink in. Now don't get me wrong, it is not all required, but its very wise information, that you should use…..wisely.

 

Ha Ha.

 

Anyways other than school coming up lets think about the past.

What a crazy summer, I've done some crazy things, some crazy things have happened, some of them to me. I've seen some people come, I've watched them go. It has been a long, long summer. And even with its length, it now seems so short. Looking at what is to come this year is a wild, but very intriguing adventure. One adventure I'm ready to go on. What has happened. Hmm. Lets see. – not in order

• Xenos Summer Institute
  
• Vacation to Tennessee
  
• Cedar Point
  
• Some personal things
  
• License
  
• Taught WoRd Home Church
  
• Worked Full Time
  
• Some parties
  
• Drove the Hummer a lot
  
• Made some friends
  
• Lost some friends
  
• Saw some good movies
  
• Fell in Love
  
• Got a flat tire and fixed it
  
• MANY MANY OTHER THINGS
  

So that's a list, huh.

This year I've decided to look like a pro. Everyday.

That's how its going to be.

 

I've learned to love a lot more music over the summer. But not food. The food I hated b4 summer. I still hate. I'm picky. I know I'm picky, and I doubt that will change. I may learn to like some foods in the future, but we'll see.

 

I still cant wait til' I get an effin car.

Its going to be so sweet.

I hope its soon.

-The New "not free" B

 

“More? You want to know more? Okay then read on…”

Alright, so this is it-

 

Ive been workin on this teaching

Not the equivelant of a preaching

Way different

Way cooler

It takes a lot of time

And u don't even need to rhyme

But when its all over

Ull feel like a dover

That just ran 3 miles

Took 4 piles

So I tried

Almost cried

Sighed

Fell asleep

With a wheep

NOW IS THAT DEEP?

Well anyway ill explain that, basically I worked my butt off to get my teachin done and ready and what not (for Bible study)(home church) and then I taught (with Joe) and I was already tired and then teaching whooped my butt, so I was pooped like a mother, didn't swim with everyone else, just chilled, and afterwards walked back to kyles, madly, cuz I hate wakin up at 5:30 to get a ride home, but its what I gotta do, and its what I did, and I was pissed that I had to, but I slept good, and I fell good today so its okay. Keith told me to read some Bible b4 I went to sleep so I did, and I think it was a good idea.

 

Okay so what else, o yeah im at work today, its Friday, im bored, listening to music, I swear man if I didn't have the music this would suck right now, but im good, so yeah, im learning (If you know nothing about web design or stuff like that just go ahead and skip to the next paragraph cuz u wont care about this) how to use CSS, its awesome, its all code and what not and you can do some awesome stuff u cant do with plain HTML, like I coded this – b.neotalk.org/page.html – which I think is sweet, oh also, let me add if u want a website to look awesome ur probably gonna wanna know how to use photoshop, and you don't have to be as good as me, I guess u could use paint too, it'll suck though. But like im amazing with photoshop, can do anything I want, without it I feel limited, but uhm, every time I use it, I learn something new, that application is amazingly huge, ive been using it for 3 years and new versions came out and its easy to move on to the next version, but they add so much every time its amazing. Like with windows also I don't even have vista yet, and ive had XP for a long time now and know it like the back of my mind, at least I think so, theres a lot in windows I don't know about that's so crazy to! But you know what I just noticed explaining this! Oh my God this is a genius point im about to make. Ive used these programs for so long and they haven't got old because ive found new things to them over the time ive spent using them, but eventually when I do know every thing about them, it will get old. But you see what I noticed is in heaven we will be able to hang with God, who is infinite and knows everything, and we can learn something new about him any time we want and since he is infinite, itll never get old. And since windows, and photoshop aren't infinite they will get old sometime, like video games, movies, music and everything else in this world. Oh man

 

Okay I take that back if you skipped that paragraph, go back and read it, I made a good point.

 

Last weekend b4 school starts. Awesome. If I was any other teen right now, I'd be complaining, but no im glad, really I am. Ive had a good summer, and im ready to go if u know, what I mean yo.

That's it for this one.

 

-B

 

 

(Read Slowly for Drama)

Well.

 

Summer is coming to an end.

 

Its been a long time.

 

Schools coming.

 

Some friendships have strengthened.

 

Some have become dust.

In the wind.

 

That's a funny thing about relationships, especially ones gained in school, yeah I made some friends last year, and lost some too, but the ones I did make, weren't strong enough to go on into summer. Only one. My dude Carlell. He's a good brother. (And for the un-Christian reader I'm referring to a brother in Christ) I hope this Thursday he comes to home church. I'm teaching, but more on that later. All my friends in stow-munroe-cuyahoga falls, are all cool people and I love them all, well most of them, no im just kidding, your all my friends, and hopefully that will stay that way forever. For most of you it will be that way for eternity. So, for everyone else who hasn't gained a relationship with me, Im a cool dude, get to know me , and my heart, and you'll see through my jokes.
I can be hard to take, I mean with all the joking I do and what not, but yeah like im also not that good at opening up or starting the first conversation, or whatever, there's a word for that but I cant remember. Anyways that's just me rambling on.

 

I've been feeling different lately. A little different. I don't know what it is, well I guess I do, its God. I've been with God for awhile now, and still he continues to change me. Not only me, but like I said earlier – my heart – I feel now more than ever feelings ive never really felt before. I read things now that should be happy or joyous, except I tear. I watch things, the media, I tear up, and I don't know why. I've never really felt this way before. Its weird I guess.

I still act the same way I have for awhile, but I feel a change coming on almost. Its wild. And crazy.

Im teaching Thursday, with Joe, its gonna be sweet, I would tell you about it, but that would ruin the whole thing!!!!

I don't really know what to say. I do know one thing though.

Im not perfect, no one is, we all make mistakes, say things we always shouldn't say, do things we shouldn't always do, and well, you should be sorry, so should I, its just the way it is. If I have hurt you, and im talking to everybody in the world, and theres not many I have hurt but if I have im sorry, I give a lot of people a hard time, and its hard for me to not, but im sorry. But also a lot of people give me a hard time, and its cool, I take things like that easily but hey if its ur fault, realize it u know.

But whatever, I think I mentioned schools approaching at a rapid pace, and I really cant wait, I want school to come, I like it, better than work, if I could get paid to go to school I would so do that in am million years, because as hard as school can be, its not as repetitive and hard as work, you wouldn't think that.

Just thinking about it, makes me smile, because I know this is gonna be a year of greatness for me and for school, I really cant wait.

And I cant think of anything to say so that's it.

Im out.

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