Sunday, August 19, 2007

(Read Slowly for Drama)

Well.


 

Summer is coming to an end.


 

Its been a long time.


 

Schools coming.


 

Some friendships have strengthened.


 

Some have become dust.

In the wind.


 

That's a funny thing about relationships, especially ones gained in school, yeah I made some friends last year, and lost some too, but the ones I did make, weren't strong enough to go on into summer. Only one. My dude Carlell. He's a good brother. (And for the un-Christian reader I'm referring to a brother in Christ) I hope this Thursday he comes to home church. I'm teaching, but more on that later. All my friends in stow-munroe-cuyahoga falls, are all cool people and I love them all, well most of them, no im just kidding, your all my friends, and hopefully that will stay that way forever. For most of you it will be that way for eternity. So, for everyone else who hasn't gained a relationship with me, Im a cool dude, get to know me , and my heart, and you'll see through my jokes.
I can be hard to take, I mean with all the joking I do and what not, but yeah like im also not that good at opening up or starting the first conversation, or whatever, there's a word for that but I cant remember. Anyways that's just me rambling on.


 

I've been feeling different lately. A little different. I don't know what it is, well I guess I do, its God. I've been with God for awhile now, and still he continues to change me. Not only me, but like I said earlier – my heart – I feel now more than ever feelings ive never really felt before. I read things now that should be happy or joyous, except I tear. I watch things, the media, I tear up, and I don't know why. I've never really felt this way before. Its weird I guess.

I still act the same way I have for awhile, but I feel a change coming on almost. Its wild. And crazy.

Im teaching Thursday, with Joe, its gonna be sweet, I would tell you about it, but that would ruin the whole thing!!!!

I don't really know what to say. I do know one thing though.

Im not perfect, no one is, we all make mistakes, say things we always shouldn't say, do things we shouldn't always do, and well, you should be sorry, so should I, its just the way it is. If I have hurt you, and im talking to everybody in the world, and theres not many I have hurt but if I have im sorry, I give a lot of people a hard time, and its hard for me to not, but im sorry. But also a lot of people give me a hard time, and its cool, I take things like that easily but hey if its ur fault, realize it u know.

But whatever, I think I mentioned schools approaching at a rapid pace, and I really cant wait, I want school to come, I like it, better than work, if I could get paid to go to school I would so do that in am million years, because as hard as school can be, its not as repetitive and hard as work, you wouldn't think that.

Just thinking about it, makes me smile, because I know this is gonna be a year of greatness for me and for school, I really cant wait.

And I cant think of anything to say so that's it.

Im out.

Give me a call 216 258 6020

3 comments:

Samantha said...

Hey B, I really like this blog, I've read all of yours, and this one is really cool. I see through your jokes, but you're still just a big jerk B =]

Anonymous said...

very deep bryan...

elli said...

thats deep.